Why do I always end up the enemy in my mind? Racing with fear and jealousy How are you laughing and smiling so easily? Every day playing pretend takes it out of me I just want to feel that thrill For the first time I don't wanna die Still I'm never satisfied Can't see eye to eye for the life of me And I'll tell you how I feel inside But your mind is occupied There's more important things to do than pity me Sometimes I don't even give them the time of day I'm just passing time until I can say what I wanna say It's a state of mind I feed off of you and I need it to breathe For the first time I don't wanna die Still I'm never satisfied Can't see eye to eye for the life of me And I'll tell you how I feel inside But your mind is occupied There's more important things to do than pity me Never have I lived so hard Never have I loved so much Never have I crashed so low Never has my heart just thud Never have I hurt so much Never have I cried so long Never have I felt so high Never was my trust so strong Remember Do you remember what you started? Remember how you tore me apart when we parted? Remember Remember singing out my name Thought I'd never feel like that Thought I'd never love again Remember The promises they said you'd break Warnings I ignored cause you didn't make me feel insane Remember I couldn't bring myself to breathe The years I went without 'cause I thought that I had everything Remember Remember Remember Remember Remember Remember