Call it heavenly father issues Looking for meaning here I'm fixated on a rear view screen Everyone's watching TV But who's to decipher that disposable year? Four zip codes and dead peonies I'm not attached, nor them to me I just Study its sting I'm never working towards something It's just unravelling a funeral And I wanted you to hurt me more Prove the meaning here Oh the oddity of another girl's breath I got scared at how little I flinched Peace is just reestablishment There's only transient hope Now I've just got apathy towards you and your friends With your perfect skin and tangible problems I'll just Study its sting I'm never working towards something It's just unravelling a funeral They say you'll go to great lengths For the thing that you love But my efforts are immeasurable For nothing at all