Eyes opened wide, A hope for death I lead a blade down my wrist And watch the blood fucking drip So many years, guilt and shame I let this filth rot my brain How many more can I go for? No one ever knows, I had to let it go I always feel so alone I held my breath for way too long With these toxins in my lungs So how can I see clear With my sight all blurred Reminisce to the past All the shit that didn't last Everything's said and done How do I play my turn? Guilty Empty Suffer Broken All is fair in all out war Bullets fly no one's spared No one's left when I unfold What you gave me turns you cold Every day my mind goes blank I take the knife and cut the vein Everytime I close my eyes I pray for death and hope to die How many bullets do I have to bite Before I let the next one Take my fucking life? Love fucking did this, hate chose me Suffer alone everyday to die I put all my faith in a lie So I'm fucking taking your life with mine Bite