I feel so lost Four years spent trying to get Something to call my own And grow the fuck up I can't resent the sun Everyday when I wake up It fucks my head I get stuck in a rut My apartment Hides all of my fears but The façade is breaking I'm on my knees shaking Save me from me I need help I'm struggling Forge my own disposition I hate who I've become Pick myself off the ground I think I need some help I need fucking help