I've been tryna get outta my own mind
I'm looking for myself I see no sign
I need you to take me away
Coz I dont think I ever wanna stay
You got me feeling so alone
You got me feeling so alone right now
Coz I just wanna go so far away, away
You got me feeling so alone
I'm looking at this diamond ring which should've been on your finger
I know that I promised you that I'd
Never drink again but I pour some liquor
Getting lost in my sick thoughts, girl I'm feeling suicidal
All these demons all around me, I'm stuck inside a cycle
I was gonna marry you and be happy but now that its all gone
I don't know whats a family coz you were my only home
Our memories fill up my mind
Tears, they fill up my eyes
You were so full of life
Why did you just die
Please come back
I've been tryna get outta my own mind
I'm looking for myself I see no sign
I need you to take me away
Coz I don't think I ever wanna stay
You got me feeling so alone
You got me feeling so alone right now
Coz I just wanna go so far away, away
You got me feeling so alone
I look at your grave while holding a gun
Its one in the morning I'm totally drunk
Picturing you in a black dress
Red roses in hands yes
I lay the flowers on you, baby, nothing is the same
I'm looking at the clouds and it rains
They don't know this pain
I just wanna feel your touch every single second
So I promise you that I'm coming up to heaven
And now I know that love is sweet, but the aftertaste is really bitter
So i'mma kiss your picture point the gun at me and pull the trigger
I've been tryna get outta my own mind
I'm looking for myself I see no sign
I need you to take me away
Coz I don't think I ever wanna stay
You got me feeling so alone
You got me feeling so alone right now
Coz I just wanna go so far away, away
You got me feeling so alone