Said some shit I shouldn't have Tryna burn it down Feel like I'm right where I'm meant to be So why am I on the ground passed out Self-destruct with me That's my favourite hobby, you can catch me Falling down the rabbit hole 'Cause nothing makes me happy Don't know what it is about it Good luck waking up without it Call and you tell you everything I took And you ask me why? You say what you chasing babe Why? Why I gotta self-destruct like that Why I gotta do that white so bad Why I gotta get so high That I pay no mind To the shit inside my head Look me in the eye Am I here or am I high Left myself back where we started I was sober in the mind Now I'm passed out on the floor In your bedroom by the door Wishing I could just control myself for once Said some shit I shouldn't have Tryna burn it down Feel like I'm right where I'm meant to be So why am I on the ground passed out Self-destruct with me That's my favourite hobby, you can catch me Falling down the rabbit hole 'Cause nothing makes me happy Trying a fix myself with empty sex Lose myself and then I bend Think it's good when its not good and then I try again Acting like a fool for you What am I supposed to do We both know this dangerous but we run with it Nothing to lose so, yea Look me in the eye Am I here or am I high Left myself back where we started I was sober in the mind Now I'm passed out on the floor In your bedroom by the door Wishing I could just control myself for once Said some shit I shouldn't have Tryna burn it down Feel like I'm right where I'm meant to be So why am I on the ground passed out Self-destruct with me That's my favourite hobby, you can catch me Falling down the rabbit hole 'Cause nothing makes me happy Said some shit I shouldn't have Tryna burn it down Feel like I'm right where I'm meant to be So why am I on the ground passed out Self-destruct with me That's my favourite hobby, you can catch me Falling down the rabbit hole 'Cause nothing makes me happy