I never had a soulmate That's why I don't fit in That's why I like the city That's why I loved Berlin That's why I like the highway That's why I hit the tar That's why I like the silence That's why I'm in the dark That's why I like the movies That's why I like my music loud enough That's why I blow up stories That's why I idolize my long gone loves That's why I sometimes stutter That's why I bottle up That's why I started drinking That's why I'm scared of drugs That's why Hesse made up Goldmund That's why Henderson got fucked That's why Hanley cuffed those street boys That's why Hitler loved his dog That's why I want a woman That's why I favor men That's why I got called faggot (Faggot, faggot) That's why I need a friend (Hmm)