Oh I don't know what I'm doing here
I'm falling down from my atmosphere
I'm bad at telling jokes
A disappointment to my folks and
I try too hard to be loved
Too jealous of the girls
Beloved by boys who just don't see me
Living life is never easy
& I've never had a boyfriend
Cause I'm shy and insecure
And I've never had a real friend
Cause I've been busy
Opening doors
This is my stream of consciousness
This is my meaningless two cents
I'm at an all time low for innocence
It's just me and my room and mindlessness
Yeah I'm desperate for a good time
Been told I'm not enjoying life
My days are dejavu
Lost my mind right over you
And
There's a guy with cute curly hair
I know I probably shouldn't stare
Fill silence with my laughter
Did I mention I'm a disaster
I'm almost always anxious
Cause I'm scared and insecure
And I hate this town I'm stuck in
But I'm too scared to walk out the door
This is my stream of consciousness
This is my meaningless two cents
I'm at an all time low for innocence
It's just me and my room and mindlessness
Listen to me ramble
Cause I need someone to understand
Watch my life in shambles
All I need is someone else's hand
This is my stream of consciousness
This is my meaningless two cents
I'm at an all time low for innocence
It's just me and my room and mindlessness
It's just me
And my room
And my mindlessnes