Skin and bone turn to ashes right before my eyes I can't sleep Yeah, it eats me up inside, inside Killing time while it's time that's surely killing me Take a drag just to taste my misery, my misery All that's left is unrighteous as it used to seem Sunny skies turn to dark inside my dreams, my dreams Spending cash like it's raining hundred dollar bills Numb the pain with a handle and some pills, some pills It only feels good if I can kill me I don't want to live unless it's thrilling It only feels good if I can kill me I don't want to live unless it thrills me Break the clock, but the ticking never leaves my mind Run away but I'm running out of time, of time Everyday is the best day of a shallow life Tomorrow comes just for us to realize lies It only feels good if I can kill me I don't want to live unless it's thrilling It only feels good if I can kill me I don't want to live unless it thrills me Seasons pass but the feeling's slowly killing me Take a drag just to taste my misery, my misery