It's beginning to feel like the end times I think I'll waste away in bed 'Cause every time I read the news it's armageddon in my head I guess I could have just been more compliant I could have put faith into these hands Instead, I buried them in guilt of things I still don't understand And isn't strange to think that there are bones beneath your skin? I guess it makes me feel like a more practical invention So maybe there's a God, I don't know Do you really think he built our bodies whole? I have to think that the parts are out there somewhere If we only had the guts to leave our homes I know I fucking don't This is how almost every day ends With me figuring everything out And every new one begins with the new thing I've found to be sad about And I hate the way that I only write sad songs I don't get that thrill like I used to And I hate these overly romantic depictions of depression And I hate that I'm part of that too But searching for the will to change anything at all is useless It's beginning to feel mostly hopeless How long can I wander through these halls? Suffocating for a living is now where I see myself at all But I can't lie, my comfort has a cost And if the world is ending, I might be better off I might be better off This is how almost every day ends With me figuring everything out And every new one begins with the new thing I've found to be sad about And I hate the way that I only write sad songs I don't get that thrill like I used to And I hate these overly romantic depictions of depression And I hate that I'm part of that too But searching for the will to change anything at all makes me sick Bury me, maybe I'll grow into something of use to you I'll be a tree, I will stand up for once And you can hide in my hollows when You feel as useless as I have this month And you can climb my branches to better days I'm starting to grow into something that you can't save And you can climb my branches to better days I'm starting to grow into something that you can't save And you can climb my branches to better days