History repeats itself so I can't fall in love The last time that did that, I was young and I was dumb It ended real bad and then I started usin' drugs Shawty made me sad, I still feel like I'm not enough I ain't close to no one cuz it Hurts too much when they decide to leave I'm still treatin' open wounds, takin' all the time I need That girl promised me forever, those were words she didn't keep Yeah, I'm traumatized but in the end, the truth will set me free I just pray someday that all this pain will disappear And that I'll feel like me again when I look in the mirror Barely hangin' on, I'm hurtin' still, my heart is pierced My eyes haven't tried yet, I've been cryin' endless tears I've been fightin' my emotions, tryna stay sober Used to live life fast, I'm tryna go slower Ain't no answers to the questions that I have, I never had closure It was just over