Never noticed on the come up, in too deep to lose my focus Dirty sprite inside the double cup, tonight I upped the dosage Walkin' on the moon, no gravity up here, it's like I'm floatin' Lost some homies, I cut ties the moment that they did me bogus I'm alone, I'm used to that, my heart's covered in stitches I done tried to put a hole in it, I missed that shit by inches It's so hard to wanna stay alive when everybody switches Saint Laurent on, head to toe, I got this money out the kitchen Not relatable, most of y'all ain't feelin' like me I don't fit in anywhere cuz no one wants to be beside me I'on have the strength to keep my faith, you see, belief is blinding Music brings me peace, I cook the beat and then I keep on rhyming Real depression never fades away, it stays attached You only have one choice so end it quick or make it last Painful memories resurface when you feed the past And I can't help but reminisce, you know that I'll relapse