How many times I gotta say it? I don't feel like I'm alive Ain't no will to live inside me, ain't no instinct to survive I hate bein' by myself when all these tears fall from my eyes No one gives a fuck about me, then again, why should they? Why? I'm a sorry excuse of a person, I know that I'm worthless I've had many chances but I can't withstand my urges Addiction mixed with sadness equals all my goddamn verses Not careful with my energy, the way that I disperse it Isn't smart as breakin' hearts, then again, it's only art Fuck it, I'll just play my part, hopin' I'll reveal my scars Love is war, it caused me harm, I don't sleep, I'm seein' stars In your face, my words are sharp, I can't change, my mind is dark Empty loser know one knows, suicide, you never know Everything just comes and goes, in the end, we die alone Might as well tie the rope, I'm already like a ghost My heart split in half and froze, dead inside, can't hide, it shows Push past my limit, I ain't with it, I'm a nervous wreck I'm misunderstood, I'm just a mystery you'll never get No one ever notice me, they move on quick and then forget I confide in poetry, my blood's the ink inside my pen