It's like an addiction, I'm trying to listen to the voice of reason here
Man, I'm on a mission but feels like a creature whispering inside my ear
I try to let go of my inhibitions, they're clouding my vision with fear
Gotta start anew, with a good attitude to make sure the path is clear
Year
After Year I struggle with all my might
Haven't lost the war, didn't win many fights
It gets harder as I'm getting older, look over my shoulder
It's close and about to bite
I distract my mind, feed it fantasy
I can't handle too much of reality
Oh it's a hell of a sight to see when you fly high
It's so quiet away from society
I know I've got to let it go
But I've been up all night, up all night, yeah
It's just too hard to let it go
Get this fear off my mind, off my mind, yeah
Go, come on baby let it go
Go, come on baby let it go
It seems like the smartest thing to do
Go, come on baby let it go
Go, come on baby let it go
I can be who I wanna be, if I just let it out of me
Another day... another dollar
I mean, it's ok if you're not a baller
But bad habits, bad decisions
Lead to bad acquisitions with no ambition
I wish discipline was a talent
I wish i was balanced, tell me wouldn't that be nice?
To be neat and complete like some other guys
I just wish i believed in as many lies
But it doesn't let go of me, won't let go, you see
It's too long been a refugee
And it's trying to drag me down, like i'm gonna drown
And there's no one to rescue me
Take me back to the old days 'front of the old playstation one and a CRT
When nothing could get to me, but a polygon enemy on the screen. yeah
I know I've got to let it go
But I've been up all night, up all night, yeah
It's just too hard to let it go
Get this fear off my mind, off my mind, yeah
Go, come on baby let it go
Go, come on baby let it go
It seems like the hardest thing to do
Go, come on baby let it go
Go, come on baby let it go
I can be who I wanna be, if I just let it out of me