Crazy
Old memories get replaced when the day ends
Every fuckin day been the same and I hate it
Wake up feel a little anxious
Can't trust anyone I hang with
Or lack there of cuz the cracks in the concrete got so large and divided the homies
I really don't give a fuck no more been alone so long that it all feels normal
Ive grown so much when I struggle forward
I took your help when it don't feel forceful
And though I felt like a troubbled soul
Ida found myself through the months at home
Got no one else now no one else ever come around all by myself
With the flowers round me growin out the ground while Im tryna find peace with the world around me
Walkin through the place I hide if I don't stay inside by the lake I probly been
But shawty no I say I'm fine then I'll change my mind probly 8 9 times again
But I been alone so long that I forgot what love really is
I said I'm gonna fake my smile while we wait in line til the day our time will end
Don't you fuckin tell me I don't get the pain you goin through
I thought you knew me little better but nobody oh woah
Don't go
I know I know I know exactly how you feel and all
And I travel all around my mind and now Im back again
I kept those suicidal thoughts in the back of my head oh woah
Don't go
I won't no I won't I won't I have so much to give you know
Different days begin to face
Im thinkin my inspiration dissipating
How can I prevent the flame from dimming fading
I just need a different place to visit maybe
Ima need to go outside
Control my mind
Control my life and all the bullshit left aside
Express what I got left inside and testify
That Ima try to make the best of my time
I know shits dark all alone in your thoughts on a road so cold can you hear me
I know I done a whole lot of wrong but so have we all
So we learn to let it go through the healing of time that
We all play a part from the moment we start in this life til the moment we leave it
This world need a whole lot of love but to show it is tough just trust me you gotta believe me
The peace you can find in you is kinda hard to do
But I promise you can hop the obstacle
No doubt but you just got to want to do
What you wanted to and focus on it through
All the drama soon you'll find its not as hard when you started you
Accomplish what you want with the time that you
Have got so shoot your shot what you got to lose
This life ain't waiting on it
Don't you fuckin tell me I don't get the pain you goin through
I thought you knew me little better but nobody oh woah
Don't go
I know I know I know exactly how you feel and all
And I travel all around my mind and now Im back again
I kept those suicidal thoughts in the back of my head oh woah
Don't go
I won't no I won't I won't I have so much to give you know