Shawty told me I'm a nobody
She ain't wrong I been a problem child all my life
Feel like I don't even know myself
Looking in my eyes I ain't nobody
In my mind I'm still the child that I always was
Skipping class and getting high now there's tour buses
But I don't wanna get no to know myself
Find me in the clouds where I'm always running
Waking up to days I been reminiscing a lot
Afraid of making a mistake I don't pay attention a lot
And I been conversating with God and Satan about which way
That I should probably embark upon lead me to higher places
Shawty told me that I'm changing of course I been fucking changing
Things haven't been the same since grade school smoking papers
Lately all I ever do is just sleep music and waiting
For the day I finally break from the hometown I was made in
I been broke I'll sell a eight
Pop a pill hope for better days
I don't got a lot thought I'd have a stack in the bank
After I graduated find me a bad bitch who would stay
And won't fuck me over whats the use this cycle need to break
And I hate it
My dilemma speak volumes no a capella
Tryna cop a Maserati and crash outside a motel
Shawty hella spiritual said my focus outta alignment
I flip a coin in the street for the moment I'm indecisive
I live riddled with vices yet angels I couldn't find em
Shit never been the same since I seen you kiss him goodbye
She telling me all the time that this isn't even about me
Shit now it seem fucking simple I can't figure it out
In my mind I'm still the kid with anxiety bound to spill
And society bullied down got the cards that I been dealt
And I ain't felt a sense of remorse in forever before
If I second guess your intentions time to exit
I don't want you fucks around me
Shawty told me I'm a nobody
She ain't wrong I been a problem child all my life
Feel like I don't even know myself
Looking in my eyes I ain't nobody
In my mind I'm still the child that I always was
Skipping class and getting high now there's tour buses
But I don't wanna get no to know myself
Find me in the clouds where I'm always running
Woah
Shawty told me I'm a nobody
But she ain't wrong I been a problem child all my life
Feel like I don't even know myself
Looking in my eyes I ain't nobody
In my mind I'm still the child that I always was
Skipping class and getting high now there's tour buses
But I don't wanna get no to know myself
Find me in the clouds where I'm always running
Feel like I've had it
Shit I said that so many times that the count
Is now probably higher amounts than pill bottles in couches
Missing calls I promise I pick it up in a hour
I'm wondering why I'm lying about it
My mind is spiraling outta control
My subconscious been tell me quit whining about it
But fuck if holding emotions wasn't tiring out
My body entirely I probably would be quiet about it
I'm missing out on a lot but I watch the world that's revolving
When I was younger thinking on it i never had any doubts
That one day I'd be on
But it ain't that easy many months have since come and gone
And shit friends moving on
At least the ones that I got their ain't that many but it counts
And my mind state is simple I wanna hate and forget you
Could make me influence the crime rate if you get too close
She found a burner and the window broke
I'm hella sinful
Protective to my kinfolk if you hope to provoke me
Elevate you if it's love then she hate you
And when you hate her she love you we cannot stand one another
I find a Xanax and crush it up hopes of vanishing from you
She might be manic depressed but she face a handful of uppers
So what the fuck am I fucking up give a fuck it's whatever
Your mama hate how I talk and I ain't changing up should know better
And plus you found my replacement
Spent days that I couldn't gauge it
But darling I ain't amazed I promise I knew this day
Was coming sooner than later
You know I never liked to live lies but I had to say my goodbyes
Especially this time cuz I'ma never be right there by your side
And I don't wanna cry been there don't that a couple thousand times
Set aside on my momma I aint treated right
So what it feel like when you fucking need me
Shawty told me I'm a nobody
She ain't wrong I been a problem child all my life
Feel like I don't even know myself
Looking in my eyes I ain't nobody
In my mind I'm still the child that I always was
Skipping class and getting high now there's tour buses
But I don't wanna get no to know myself
Find me in the clouds where I'm always running
Woah
Shawty told me I'm a nobody
But she ain't wrong I been a problem child all my life
Feel like I don't even know myself
Looking in my eyes I ain't nobody
In my mind I'm still the child that I always was
Skipping class and getting high now there's tour buses
But I don't wanna get no to know myself
Find me in the clouds where I'm always running