As I lie awake outside my dreams The air convenes and pulls me under As I wonder The days pass by but don't leave memories Haven't felt the same since that December 'Cause I remember Bury me with all the mess I helped create Will you wait for me when it's time to leave this place I don't need answers, please just hear me 'Cause right now I'm not thinking clearly Were did all the time go? This doesn't feel like home That's just the way life goes That's just the way life goes (As I lay awake outside my dreams) (I swear that I'm trying, I swear that I'm trying) (The air convenes and pulls me under) (As I wonder) (I swear that I'm trying, I swear that I'm trying) As I lay awake outside my dreams The air convenes and pulls me under As I wonder The days pass by but don't leave memories Haven't felt the same since that December Cause I remember So bury me among this mess I helped create (I swear that I'm trying, I swear that I'm trying) (I swear that I'm trying, I swear that I'm trying) Will you stay with me until it's time to leave this place? (I swear that I'm trying, I swear that I'm trying) (I'm better off dyin', I'm better off dyin')