It feels like, yesterday was a decade ago
And I've been so dazed as my story unfolds
Now the worst of my fears saw right through all of my charades
(Through all of my charades)
(Through all of my charades)
'Cause I was 19, had the world in my hands
And now I'm dying, and I don't understand
How a couple of years can make anyone feel this way
(Anyone feel this way)
(Anyone feel-)
A misconnection, that's all it takes
To be one one more of my mistakes
I barely recognize my face
There isn't much more I could say
You sent my world into a tailspin
Lost my senses, no direction in a whirlwind
Gave attention, now there's tension
Always nеrvous, never evеn got your name
(Even got your name)
I can't believe I let myself down
Expectations couldn't make them, I'm a mess now
Devastated, I'm not waiting got myself out
Knew I had to leave that place
(Had to leave that place)
I don't get like this too often
Stay in line, pay no mind
I'm exhausted
Now I'm working overtime for no progress
Fog is slowly blinding me
(Slowly blinding me)
And I could write a thousand words
But it wouldn't matter
Not a single one is heard, all is lost in the shatter
Guess I don't have any work, so I'll just sit here silently
(Sit here silently)
(Sit here silently)
('Cause I was 19, had the world in my hands)
(And now I'm dying, and I don't understand)
(How a couple of years can make anyone feel this way)
(Anyone feel this way)
You sent my world into a tailspin
Lost my senses, no direction in a whirlwind
Gave attention, now there's tension
Always nervous, never even got your name
(Even got your name)
I can't believe I let myself down
Expectations couldn't make them, I'm a mess now
Devastated, I'm not waiting got myself out
Knew I had to leave that place
(Had to leave that-)
(Had to leave that place)