No feeling in my face, I guess I'm speechless
I don't show emotions, so I guess I really need this
Way too many sleepless nights, my bodies at it's weakest
So I'm trying to overcome it
But I struggle making peace with all these inner demons
Maybe I'm dreaming, but the pain is real
Life in a facade, always hiding how I feel
Maybe since I'm at an all time low, I'll rip the seal
Or maybe not, yeah, I still need time to heal
But, I've been losing my way
I've been abandoning myself at every point of the day
I look into the mirror, speakers on, I ask me to stay
Being true to who I am instead of changing to fake
Yeah, I know I'm drifting away
Overdosing in my problems, living in disarray
And feel like making it out is like finding needles in hay
What can I say, I know, I'm at an all time low
As the low as the sea
Lately I haven't been feeling like me
Lately my head is stuck under the water
And I'm falling farther I barely can breathe
I barely can sleep, but live in my dreams
Cause life, ain't looking so sunny and green
I wish I was happy but I be broken
Trying to discover who I need to be
I'm, living in stress
Living like I need to always impress
I got my foot on the gas, but never can just take a second to sit and reflect
On life as a whole, that might seem a mess
But I see a person that's doing their best
I live in lows, but know that tomorrow
Can unwind the pain that's under my chest
Yeah, I overthink, about what others truly think of me
I overthink, viewing every outcome, for my mind to see
So I believe that maybe failings in my destiny
I wish I understood, what is next for me?
Cause I don't wanna be a leaf in the wind
Overdosing living lonely with the weight of my sins
Trying to focus on the future not the places I've been,
Trying to harness who I am and all the feelings within
But, I guess my flights on delay
And now the pain is washing in at every time of the day
So I put on my facade, and act like life is okay
Hiding my issues, hoping one day they'll just wash right away
But, I've been living in grey
Falling victim to my lows and now my pains on display
I can't be me, but know I can't continue living this way
What can I say, I know I'm at an all time low
As the low as the sea
Lately I haven't been feeling like me
Lately my head is stuck under the water
And I'm falling farther I barely can breathe
I barely can sleep, but live in my dreams
Cause life, ain't looking so sunny and green
I wish I was happy but I be broken
Trying to discover who I need to be
I'm, living in stress
Living like I need to always impress
I got my foot on the gas, but never can just take a second to sit and reflect
On life as a whole, that might seem a mess
But I see a person that's doing their best
I live in lows, but know that tomorrow
Can unwind the pain that's under my chest, yeah