Yeah, yeah I got gin on my sweater I promise I'll get better And I been slurrin' my words I guess I don't put the effort I know you're more than concerned I'm just tryna not feel like dirt It hurt when I saw you with him What's in this cup helps me think You never loved me the way that I thought you did But, lesson learned There's no way that we could return To how we used to be So I'ma smoke my weed, pass the time My momma don't like that I burn trees all the time If death was comin' for you, woulda' gladly gave my life I put too much effort, why do I bother sometimes? I don't know I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know, yeah Yeah, yeah, don't know, I don't know, yeah I'm 'boutta shoot my own brains Tired of the bullshit I faced I'm so gone, I'm done with migraines I'm on the floor, come pick the pieces like I shattered the plate Like we trashed the whole place Now sing this song and carry on, just know I'm 'boutta escape Turns out I'm off one 'Cause that's the only time I actually feel I'm not the problem Livin' in December, could've sworn that it was Autumn Wish I wasn't born, my parents should've had a condom Breathing sorta kinda I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know, yeah Yeah, yeah, don't know, I don't know, yeah