What the fuck you meant to be? My lover or my enemy? Too broken now to fuck around You're no good for my sanity Feel like I'm just a test drive Move on to the next ride Waking up, getting by Hold out for the next high Shut the fuck up bitch Get the fuck out of my head Been under your spell I'd rather be dead Intrusive bitch it's time to go Killed you off time ago I don't know who sent you to me Don't give two shits now truthfully & Lately I've been feeling free This feeling is so new to me It's too late to show up I killed the kid you knew of You broke me down I grew up I'll find me now a true love It's too late to show up I killed the kid you knew of You broke me down I grew up I'll find me now a true love I feel alone again But thats just what I'm used too I ain't never feel a pain like you before Just tell me what you want from me Got me walking around cautiously I just need a break Or maybe some sleep So stressed out I ain't feel like me Never thought I'd find myself It's been so damn long Got no one else It was hopeless I've been dead so long You were clueless Never felt this way about a bitch Now I feel stupid What the fuck am I supposed to do When you pull up Ima pull off and just crash Just to get you out of my head Never faced my demons Ever since you left my bed I ain't give a shit Let me get this off my chest I ain't got much left Look inside my fucking eyes And I can tell you I'm dead ay No I ain't got much left Losing all my patience Fuck If I make it