It's been 26 years
And I'm sick of crying
I have lost all tears
You been sittin jivin
And now it seems clear
Keepin me from growin
Like a big old smear
Takin what is left of me
Took me all for granted
This aint how it was supposed to be
Now that kids are older
It is time to only think of me
Since you stuck in la la land
Snap back to reality
You think this is a joke
No women in their right mind
Would stay just cause you broke
All that guru boo boo shit
You save that for the pope
Just like in my middle name lost
All the hope
The kids the only saving grace
Healthy young and beautiful
They put a smile right on my face
They the only reason why I ever
Put up in first place
With the constant bullshit
Ima lose it you the big disgrace
I'm okay I don't even need a call
I've seen better days
I've been living for you for far too long
You left me astray
Open road needa pile up caravan
Hope you understand
This is my life resting in my hands
No no peterpan
Oh you thought that I would never leave
Put up with the drama
Wear my heart on top right
On my sleeve
Kissin on that Courtney from the start
While pregnant with our king
Nigga got me twisted
Kissin on that bitch
With that old weave
Bu I do not hold grudges
Strong black women
I was made to move mountains
Think you bout to get me tryna keep me
In this marriage
Nigga think again
This the end
This is damaged
I told you this that one and one
Now you hired becky tryna wrap up
All my fucking funds
Go behind my back
Not signing papers
When I'm tryna run
True colors are showin
You a bitch I have no love no none
But I got you nigga now its war
Heres your casket signing
No more trying
I love you no more
Two faced fucking liar
I'm on fire
You the fucking hore
Tryna play the victim
Where's the symptoms
You a clown forsure
I'm okay I don't even need a call
I've seen better days
I've been living for you for far too long
You left me astray
Open road needa pile up caravan
Hope you understand
This is my life resting in my hands
No no peterpan
I'm okay I don't even need a call
I've seen better days
I've been living for you for far too long
You left me astray
Open road needa pile up caravan
Hope you understand
This is my life resting in my hands
No no peterpan