God played a joke on my vanity
He granted me a seat at this predictable game
It goes, you talk me into your fantasy
Then candidly evict me just as quick as I came
So is it me?
Is it the human condition?
These boys, they've been pushing my limits
And I agree
That I'm a special edition
But they're underprepared and overcommitted is
They say
My very presence is a new fascination to them
I give it one day
Cause any second they will lose fascination again
The story of my life is to play this part
Wouldn't hurt me if they only fell half as hard
Be that as it may
I learn my lessons, and you won't see me hanging my head
For what I haven't found yet
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For what I haven't found yet
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I mean, showtime will bring out the best of me
Impressions leave you reeling at the sound of my name
But like, you never wanted the rest of me
Your bended knee turned into a cold shoulder in days
I'm novelty
There must be something intrinsic
That gets them high in less than a minute
And I'm a queen
Yeah, I'm a special edition
So I don't know why they get suddenly distant, but
They say
My very presence is a new fascination to them
I give it one day
Cause any second they will lose fascination again
The story of my life is to play this part
Wouldn't hurt me if they only fell half as hard
Be that as it may
I learn my lessons, and you won't see me hanging my head
For what I haven't found yet
♪
For what I haven't found yet
♪
So is it me?
Is it the human condition?
These boys wanna make me their missus
But that's a dream
Yeah, that's a beautiful fiction, 'cause
They use me up and tear me down when they're finished and then
Say
My very presence is a new fascination to them
I give it one day
Cause any second they will lose fascination again
The story of my life is to play this part
Wouldn't hurt me if they only fell half as hard
Be that as it may
I learn my lessons, and you won't see me hanging my head
For what I haven't found yet
These boys, they've been pushing my limits
They're so underprepared and overcommitted as they say
Oh, tell me what you have to say
What could you possibly say?