Yesterday felt too damn good The sun was shining We had disco on the stereo The same four favorite songs you know When I'm not depressed My life's a dream When I'm not upset I can do anything I don't know why I flip to such extremes I have no one to blame 'cause I cause my own pain I don't wanna be alone in my room Cause then my thoughts would say I think my friends they hate me They're trying to escape me All these thoughts in my head Got me chained to my bed I can't even get up Cause I'm afraid I'll mess it up I don't wanna be alone in my room I don't wanna be alone in my room Yeah, yeah I opened up, I said it I think it's just my mom's genetics If you say once I'll forget it, I'll forget it I have no one to blame 'cause I cause my own pain I have no one to blame 'cause I cause my own pain I don't wanna be alone in my room Cause then my thoughts would say I think my friends they hate me They're trying to escape me All these thoughts in my head Got me chained to my bed I can't even get up Cause I'm afraid I'll mess it up I don't wanna be alone in my room I don't wanna be alone in my room I don't wanna be alone in my room Cause then my thoughts would say I think my friends they hate me They're trying to escape me All these thoughts in my head Got me chained to my bed I can't even get up Cause I'm afraid I'll mess it up