I need a check to keep me in check She said she amazed That's what I expect I ate it for days I'm coming correct Discovered a phase I conquered and left Been stuck in a daze I better protect myself Yes myself Woo Shit Counting up brick by brick That's long Woke up and hit that spliff I'm gone Fuck it we die too quick That's wrong I been here for a calm 24 Connoisseur Came through from the bottom floor Oh you wanna sell me What you want it for Ignored I've seen the signs That's the world I guess That's the world I guess I've seen the signs Buried my innocence when I had learned that my father was passed I cannot be gassed The world in my palm I've heard it through psalm Nobody as fast I'm open to judgement Beat me and bruise me Peak through my window See how they used me Leaving my body That feeling is usually Better then waking up by someone rudely I cannot We're the image Hundred yards from scrimmage Got the foul and finish Watch ya mouth I'm spinning And looking for someone to clap I cannot fuck with somebody who doesn't understand the value of dap Trust in myself when the snow doesn't melt And I need a new way to attack That's the world I guess That's the world I guess I've seen the signs Breathe the sun Ride along, I Wanna feel Something strong, I Need to know If I don't belong And the why Not to cry but to heal where I'm still alive Patterns inside of my eyelids I cannot sit here in silence, YUP Tab on my tongue I'm wilding Most of my family spiraling, YUP Denial is vibrant Smiles are bribes It's vile and sides Are made to divide I'm seeing the bullshit and here to provide I'll dribble and pull it in front of your eyes The damage is done Its not a surprise I've already won Don't feed me your lies Don't feed me your lies Walking backwards a disaster I am too energized I'm doing my best to be present And everything else is a yell in disguise