I can't pretend that I don't want this
Barely scratching the surface
Making me so fucking nervous
Hoping you don't notice that I'm choking on the silence
The thing that now defines us
Close the door and lose control
A darkness inside grows
All the color drains so slow
And I hate this life I chose
(I hate this life I chose)
Your effervescent eyes
The only thing I've memorized
And I swear I try
Cross my heart and hope to die
But this fear keeps me paralyzed
It's so hard to see the light
(It's so hard to see the light)
Close the door and lose control
A darkness inside grows
All the color drains so slow
And I hate this life I chose
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How could I do this
Knowing I could lose it all
Who the fuck would choose this
(Ooooh)
In the end I'm useless
Close the door and lose control
A darkness inside grows
All the color drains so slow
And I hate this life I chose
(Hate this life I chose)
Hate the life I chose
(Hate this life I chose)
Hate the life I chose