Backwards leaving, game we're beating Stupid reasons, useless feelings I wasn't that surprised (It's always part of my) Awkward attempts to stay gone I remain unknown I'm bleeding where I bled I'm hiding where I hid I'm entertained in sicker things And everybody said I'm burning out instead The softer side of unbearable Feel castrated, complicated Feelings fleeted, mind mistreated I wasn't that prepared (I wasn't that aware) Just wanted to disappear I remain unknown I'm bleeding where I bled I'm hiding where I hid I'm entertained in sicker things And everybody said I'm burning out instead The softer side of unbearable Comin' around, comin' down Givin' a frown to the sound When I hit ground, I Hate the way that I say ecstasy When I know that I don't give a fuck about it anyway Stay awake, feeling cold and tired ♪ Resignation, life's frustrations I should have thought ahead And I remain unknown I'm bleeding where I bled I'm hiding where I hid I'm entertained in sicker things And everybody said I'm burning out instead The softer side of unbearable I'm sicker than I thought I'm fighting what I fought I'm right back where I started from Backwards leaving, game we're beating