I just need something more
More than this
Been sitting here on the sidewalk
Tired of rumination
(Yeah)
I took the blame like it's my fault (Like it's my fault)
Just to allow you to change when
All you did was just hold me accountable
And all I did was just hold you
To all the things you said you'd do
(Said you'd do)
I don't feel like I used to at all
It's like my old interests dissolved
But I raise up and I have found
The more I sit around
Underneath the black clouds I can't just back down now, no
It's a blissful thing
To let fear just go where it needs to
They'll be days where it's hard just to breeze through
Let me ease your soul
I cannot read your mind
I only go off the energy, yeah
I know I'll find
I don't want to go back-and-forth
Got too much on my path of course
Lately I don't even laugh no more
And even if I would've asked ignored
Wish I could ease your mind
It gets so hard at times
While tryna' find the hope in despair
While unaware of the world around you
And how it's changing everyday
There's something about you
That brings color to the gray
I swear that you raise me up when I am down
Underneath the black clouds I can't just back down now, no
It's a blissful thing
To let fear just go where it needs to
They'll be days where it's hard just to breeze through
Let me ease your soul
I cannot read your mind
I only go off the energy, yeah
I know I'll find
I don't want to go back-and-forth
Got too much on my path of course
Lately I don't even laugh no more
It's like a lapse of judgment
I'm so damn tired of wondering what's wrong
I don't know why it always ends up like this
I don't know why it always ends up like this
I don't know why it always ends up like this
I don't know why it always ends up like this
I don't know why it always ends up like this
I don't know why it always ends up like this
I don't know why it always ends up like this
I don't know why it always ends up like this