I'm a mess Been comparing myself to everybody else And I do it well Building my own hell Can't get out my head Wanna curl up in bed Check my phone instead Adding oil to my flames It's a bad mind game And I've been tryna play cool But social media has got me in a mood It's far gone from a kiddie pool Now I'm playing with sharks And I'm drowning in self doubt Self doubt Everybody puts on a show now We've got depression cause the world's been cropping out All the ugly Perfect lives for the clout That's what we see daily Self doubt Tryna keep me down Tryna keep me down (Mmmm) I've got all this self doubt (Mmmm) Self doubt (Yea) And I'm depressed When I'm scrolling through my feed Overloaded with everything I'm not And where I wanna be Losing hours on sleep While filling up my anxiety This feeling Is it all in my head? Can I really make a scene? With some lyrics and a beat? Feels like I'm falling behind each day While all my friends Figured out the way (Hey) This isn't where I wanna be I just wanna be I just wanna be Somebody (somebody) I'm terrified of what may never be I want to be on a billboard Where you can see me And I've been tryna play it cool But social media has got me in a mood It's far gone from a kiddie pool Now I'm playing with sharks And I'm drowning in self doubt Self doubt Everybody puts on a show now We've got depression cause the world's been cropping out All the ugly Perfect lives for the clout That's what we see daily Self doubt Trynna keep me down Trynna keep me down (Mmmm) I've got all this self doubt Self Doubt (What the fuck am I doing? Ok. Bye.)