Well since '13 I've had a war in me In between somewhere in the war is peace Got my hand caught up in the war machine Fingers on the trigger so the war is free I cant find My half time This past time For me is the last time Well Jesus Christ gave me wings to fly But I tore em down cuz the war inside Got to much to stand on my own 2 feet When I dropped the weights cuz I am weak And it's ok My mother told me it's ok I guess I'm lucky somebody Told me I'm somebody But I want it Oh but I need it I didnt want it Oh and I need this Oh but I want it Oh and I need this I didnt want it Oh and I need it Well jesus christ gave me wings to fly But I tore em down cuz the war inside Got to much to stand on my own 2 feet When I dropped the weights cuz I am weak But I want it Oh but I need it I didnt want it Oh and I need this Oh but I want it Oh and I need this I didnt want it Oh and I need it But I want it Oh but I need it I didnt want it Oh and I need this Oh but I want it Oh and I need this I didnt want it Oh and I need it