Woke up today
But I wish I didn't
Can't stop this pain
It's just the beginnin'
I would of made you my wife
But all your love was a lie
I feel nothin' inside
If I was lucky I'd die
What you did to me was unforgivable
But I still think of you when I am all alone
My default is depression
Your love is a weapon
You're locked out of heaven
My shadow's the only one that's with me
I see your color's, when you're walkin' away
Blue hour, fifteen minutes of pain
Blue hour, my favorite time of the day
You were the only thing I ever knew
Ten years of love didn't mean shit to you
Took you two weeks to find someone new
I hope your guilt kills you before I do
What you did to me was unforgivable
But I still think of you when I am all alone
My default is depression
Your love is a weapon
You're locked out of heaven
My shadow's the only one that's with me
I see your color's, when you're walkin' away
Blue hour, fifteen minutes of pain
Blue hour, my favorite time of the day
I'm obsessed with the thought of you feelin' my pain
I'm obsessed with the thought of you feelin' my pain
I'm obsessed with the thought of you feelin' the way
You made me feel
My shadow's the only one that's with me
I see your color's, when you're walkin' away
Blue hour, fifteen minutes of pain
Blue hour, my favorite time of the day
(My shadow's the only one that's with me)
(I see your color's (oh-ohh), when you're walkin' away)
(Blue hour (oh-ohh), fifteen minutes of pain)
(Blue hour (oh-ohh), my favorite time of the day)
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I believe in you 100%
And I live for you
I love my life because of you
I'm proud I am your mom