Swear I could throw up if I keep thinking of you You disgust me and I guess you wanted to prove That you're shameful, you gave it all up for him Just some pleasure to receive from a little bitch I need to let it go But it haunts me to my deepest core Surrounding me in this darkness whom I spare There is plenty more for you, so join me in here I need to let you know That you disgust me and I can't look at you no more Get myself to do things, but I never wanna do them Once I go outside, I'm proud I got myself to do it You disappoint me to the point I never wanna see you Your motions say it all from what you and him have been through Now you're shameful, you gave it all up for him Oh, just a finger to receive between your lips (oh)