What do you expect me to say? So afraid that you might want me to stay The night in an unfamiliar place that I think i'd freak out tense up run away Starstruck, sweetheart Look who you're coming onto! So what, i've got a crush It's not that i don't want to It's just that every time i see you My face goes red and my thoughts get loud When you ask me what i'm thinking about So i say not much and I push them down Cause i don't know what you'd say if i didn't Push em down Those eyes cut like knives Why don't you stick them in my side I do the same to you a lot Unintentional or not You keep me wide awake Thank god you're asleep while My bad habits ricochet and and ruin the peace I didn't know that this could happen to me Unsure of what this could be or where this might lead You got me feeling Starstruck, sweetheart Every time i see you My face goes red and my thoughts get loud When you ask me what i'm thinking about So i say not much and I push them down Cause i don't know what you'd say if i didn't Push em down I called last night while i was drunk It rang 3 times but you didn't pick up So i left a message and lost your trust And i started screaming at the top of my lungs And i threw my phone off the brooklyn bridge And i watched it fall until i got sick Then i drove home too dizzy to hear the radio sound Over my stupid thoughts So i pushed em down