Never thought I'd get this far from here I'm still stuck in all the feelings of last year Rip my skin off, see your eyes fill up with fear In the headlights, gut you like a dying deer Never thought I'd get this far from here I'm still stuck in all the feelings of last year Rip my skin off, see your eyes fill up with fear In the headlights, gut you like a dying deer I'm sinking, feeling like I fell out the sky You left me broken, wanting to die Like a dog on the side of the road But I'll find my way back home, I'll find my Comfort in you, I think I'm drowning now you're pulling at my feet Feel the waves coming in Know I won't fall asleep, won't fall asleep tonight No time left, so I'll just fall back into my bed Hiding so you'll never see me again I can't fight it, always feeling spineless Know I'm ready for the end Ready for my judgement day, it comes in shades of grey Won't expect a thing 'til the chains all break Dying dog on his final days Told me, "Break a leg" I'll kill myself on stage Never thought I'd get this far from here I'm still stuck in all the feelings of last year Rip my skin off, see your eyes fill up with fear In the headlights, gut you like a dying deer Never thought I'd get this far from here I'm still stuck in all the feelings of last year Rip my skin off, see your eyes fill up with fear In the headlights, gut you like a dying deer In the headlights, gut you like a dying deer Ready for my judgement day, it comes in shades of grey