Wake up every day
I feel horrible
I hate trying to do this
You make me feel useless
Who do I want to be? (And I tried)
It's not resolving for me
And the only thing I want to do is bleed
Why can't you see? (Ah)
I forget that you existed sometimes
Always so caught up but I can't do nothing right
I'm being around it for the last time
I was so done
I think about it, move on
'Cause I can't take that no more
"Let it happen," but I can't even
I know I'm not right
I wait for you to die
Let me know if that's alright
I can do this every day if you want
I know I'm never going to be the one that wins
It's like I'm the only one
Wake up
I can't fucking stay up
And I promise you I'm on to you
It's not my fault they hate us
If you're knocking on my name
We keep Glocks and they spray
And I won't see you again
We go walk up in his spot we tell 'em
"Pay up" (Die)
That's some shit I never make up
You say, "Probably it's hard for me"
I had friends but they changed up
And nobody else checks up
It's so dead in my area
It was never that fair to us
Walk outside you wanted smoke
We going to to bury him
I forget that you existed sometimes
Always so caught up but I can't do nothing right
I'm being around it for the last time
I was so done
I think about it, move on
'Cause I can't take that no more
"Let it happen," but I can't even
I know I'm not right
I wait for you to die
Let me know if that's alright
I can do this every day if you want
I know I'm never going to be the one that wins
It's like I'm the only one