And Oh, I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive And Oh, I might struggle and I might die So tell me, is this healing? Or it's a cycle that's repeating And I need to know If I'm gonna be here Thickened Water And Tarot Smoke I guess I can feel it now My gums are melting away But they continued And Oh, I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive And Oh, I might struggle and I might die So please don't disappear Don't leave me in a shallow river Struggle 'til I die