(Moneo)
Give it to you on the top of the washer
Pay your rent, pay your bills, time to boss up
Baby, we don't want to be rockstars
I'm searchin' for peace 'cause the past was rough enough
I don't need champagne, I don't need to eat lobster
I need safety, get your fuckin' hands off us
Rollin' twenty deep like we mobsters
Money can't save you, Kobe died in a helicopter
Took drugs, but the drugs didn't help much
Search the rush, push the metal in a fast car
Realize I can't feel like I used to
Antidepressants everyday that I use, too
Try catchin' a breath
Textin' back at ten like I am not a mess
Before I blackout, make sure I black out the Benz
If I die at a young age, leave that bitch for my friends
(Yeah, yeah-yeah)
We just tryna survive
If we witness a crime
Two hands on our eyes, don't let 'em catch us tonight
Put that on my life
Pray that God on my side
'Cause lately I been sinnin' too much
My big brother dropped, and I can't get him up
Ayy, two pills, I'm fallin', two pills got me callin'
Never had nobody but my life when it was sprawlin'
Steady eatin' depressants, but depressed it was often
Demons, they come get me, they steady creepin' and crawlin'
Fuck it, gotta dodge that, fuck it, gotta dodge light
On the highway to hell, chasin' Drake in the limelight
Yet they steady stab me in the back, but it was love, right?
Playin' both sides just like a gemini from far sight
Trauma from my past that let me petrify, that's alright
Still I rose from that concrete, rose on sight
All hoes wanna block me but call all night
And all opps wanna kill me, it's war all time
Leave my pain in my past, I been livin' too fast
And if God got my back, he spread my angel wings then laugh
But the Devil on my shoulder, he done caught me by a grasp
I was lost inside that pit, but here we are, here at last
We just tryna survive
If we witness a crime
Two hands on our eyes, don't let 'em catch us tonight
Put that on my life
Pray that God on my side
'Cause lately I been sinnin' too much
My big brother dropped, and I can't get him up