You made it complicated
I really needed more
My heart you confiscated
Then put me out the door
These feelings, I mask
My soul, detached
I know you never cared it's all an act I gotta ask
Baby why now why now
Shit been getting tricky need a timeout timeout
I can't take you with me need to sign out sign out
All these feelings hit me when I lie down
When I lie down, yeah
Baby why now why now
Shit been getting tricky need a timeout timeout
I can't take you with me need to sign out sign out
All these feelings hit me when I lie down
When I lie down, yeah
I been looking at the damage and it's honestly emotional
Wishing that I vanished it's too late for me to hold you close
This is what you made for us I'd rather if you went to ghost
As painful as it was for us the closure kept me on my toes
Was it me?
Or was the match just not the shit I envisioned
Was it we?
Or just the fact that neither one of us delivered
Tell me please
Was it worth it? All the time that you dismembered
I'm deceased
Or shit I wish I was I'm stuck with your decisions
It's hard for me to try when all these facts are in my face
Our anniversary to me is just another day
I just don't give a fuck no more it's safe for me to say
It's funny though cause all I used to do was contemplate
Baby why now why now
Shit been getting tricky need a timeout timeout
I can't take you with me need to sign out sign out
All these feelings hit me when I lie down
When I lie down, yeah
Baby why now why now
Shit been getting tricky need a timeout timeout
I can't take you with me need to sign out sign out
All these feelings hit me when I lie down
When I lie down, yeah