See nothing happened like I thought it would What I thought I could do Don't seem possible no more Been busy plotting but this box of wood Call my name I should just spark one and call it good But if I spark one I know my brain gon' tell me "Fuck it, spark another" I ain't go to college, I ain't even bother I know that my parents wish I was like my brother I do the same shit everyday and I wonder why the fuck I suffer I guess it's my fault I'm a grimy mufucker And if I go down then its cause I'm misunderstood 5-0 creepin through my window All in all uh, I know Its prolly just the wind blowing Mad drugs all synthetic Lost your soul all for aesthetic Bad luck call been static No more help, paranoid schizophrenic And I know it sounds corny and cliche But I can't hide today I hear voices every day And the shadows that I see Holding hands surrounding me While they dance, sing melodies And I wonder Why God? I don't get it Lost my soul all for aesthetic Bad luck call been static No more help, paranoid schizophrenic And I know it sounds corny But life just isn't for me See nothing happened like I thought it would What I thought I could do Don't seem possible no more Been busy plotting but this box of wood Call my name I should just spark one and call it good See nothing happened like I thought it would What I thought I could do Don't seem possible no more Been busy plotting but this box of wood Call my name I should just spark one and call it good