I'm alone in this dark road
And I melt
I am doing magic tricks
On a carousel
But all I see about this life
Is everyone getting tired
Of me
You know
Put my troubles in a box
Made of gold
And the box slowly melts
And it gets torn
And all my troubles can escape
Damaging me once again
Just like
You did
Let me have some sleep
I want my nightmares back
Because reality got worse
I guess
Trying to perceive
My senses just got black
And you became a ghost
I thought you were
A friend
Why did you do all of this?
Knife in my back
When you could just try to speak
But you didn't care
You abandoned me
You left me in the dark
That's why I'm leaving
Did a magic spell to talk
To the wall
And the wall said he made me
Miserable
"He wasted your mental health and time
He told you like, a billion lies
He broke your box"
And after this
Can I trust anyone?
I feel like I was born
To be left apart
Why did you do all of this?
Knife in my back
When you could just try to speak
But you didn't care
You abandoned me
You left me in the dark
That's why I'm leaving
I gave you my box
And you broke it
You turned it into fool's gold
Don't ignore it
And I realized you are just a pyrite
Yes, I realized you are just
Pyrite
And tonight I should give
Myself a hug
And tomorrow I should try to walk
And after Pyrite broke my bones
Afraid of being abandoned
I stopped crying to love myself
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