I wanna feel real love 'Cause I don't know who to trust But there is pressure in my heart And sometimes I love these drugs I wanna feel real love 'Cause I don't know who to trust But there is pressure in my heart And sometimes I love these drugs I got love, I got hate, I got hope In my room with a girl and she knows About my highs, no mids and my lows What's in my mind, man, she gave me hope Berlin City in the night and I take off I'm with Souly in the streets, yeah, we go up And now these people askin' me "Why you won't drop?" 'Cause my depressions they are real and they won't stop I'm with Eddie in the car, I'm a deadstar Used to change these girls like it won't hurt Want to chill with my wife in my backyard Take a walk in the forest, we are big birds I did sins, I did shit, did mistakes Now I roll up the blunt, fly away I'm sorry, I promise I will stay 'Cause I will love you forever, yeah, I pray I wanna love someone I wanna feel real love But when the time is right I wanna feel real love 'Cause I don't know who to trust But there is pressure in my heart And sometimes I love these drugs I wanna feel real love 'Cause I don't know who to trust But there is pressure in my heart And sometimes I love these drugs Fell in love with a lotta girls But nobody knew my world And I'm all alone and it hurts Please shoot the love gun and kill the curse But I ride for my bros now I would die for my bros ya They never lied for some hoes ya Had a good time at my show ya I just got a text from Paul White I just got a text now from Sean Yeah, they feelin' sad inside I'll be funny kill the saddest vibes We are lost We are drunk We feel dead tonight But there is sunshine Chase the brightest light They got love for me And I got love for you So don't give up I wanna feel real love 'Cause I don't know who to trust But there is pressure in my heart And sometimes I love these drugs I wanna feel real love 'Cause I don't know who to trust But there is pressure in my heart And sometimes I love these drugs Fell in love with a lotta girls But nobody knew my world And I'm all alone and it hurts Please shoot the love gun and kill the curse