So many times im reminiscing bout the story we share
What u saw in me lil baby i just cant understand
U were the beauty im the beast we stayed up long nights n laughed
Watchin movies talkin life we had soda n snacks
We knew each other so well could read ur mind like a book
Sometimes i wanna take it back reclaim the time that it took
Cuz my mistakes would hurt so bad so many times ur head shook
N now when night time come around i still remember the look
That u gave me
Every time i fucked up
Like u hate me
N u were all given up
Id say stay with me
N we knew love kept us stuck
We were all out of luck
Young n broken like us
Time passes life goes on n im just livin to learn
So many fuck ups in the past so many times i have hurt
I used to feel so hated but i used to be loved
Surrounded by my darkness all the light was unheard
Breakin us apart left a scar in my heart
Swore to never show it but forgetting u was hard
Wrote to u in songs knew one day id make it far
My heart will always search for u wherever u are
It struck like lightnin from a clear sky when i realized its over
It had been a couple months since u last saw me sober
Im happy now ur bravery convinced u to leave
Cuz ive been cleanin up my act becomin better ever since
I have so many thanks to give u for the years that we spent
Thankin god for the guidance down the path that we went
N ill never forget, from the moment we met
U showed me life could be somethin more than pain n regrets
Now we dont talk any longer
N its been a couple years
I just cant help but wonder
What itd be like to have u here
Time passes life goes on n im just livin to learn
So many fuck ups in the past so many times i have hurt
I used to feel so hated but i used to be loved
Surrounded by my darkness all the light was unheard
Breakin us apart left a scar in my heart
Swore to never show it but forgetting u was hard
Wrote to u in songs knew one day id make it far
My heart will always search for u wherever u are
Time passes life goes on n im just livin to learn
So many fuck ups in the past so many times i have hurt
I used to feel so hated but i used to be loved
Surrounded by my darkness all the light was unheard
Breakin us apart left a scar in my heart
Swore to never show it but forgetting u was hard
Wrote to u in songs knew one day id make it far
My heart will always search for u wherever u are