Lately I haven't been too kind
Shady with every song I write
I know it might sound like
No one hears the good side so I
I'd like to make that right
Believe me I know it's 'bout time
To think you're still here blows my mind
And I won't deny sometimes
I don't like the words I write
So I apologize
I want you to know
I want you to know
You were the best friend
More like a brother
But for a moment
A beautiful lover
No matter how many fights
We still always say goodnight
And there's a million reasons
We haven't said goodbye
You always knew
How to make me laugh
Show me the Joker
And I the sad Mad-Hatter
And I know it the toll
It took you to hold
The weight of my sorrows
I know my love is out of control
I want you to know
I want you to know
You were the best friend
More like a brother
But for a moment
A beautiful lover
No matter how many fights
We still always say goodnight
And to the friends I pushed away with
The ways I mis-portrayed this
Relationship I'll take all
The blame for my mistakes
I know all the music hasn't
Painted you in good light
I just hope the I can make it right
I want you to know