What part of me can I give away today I know it's going down, even though I fight it I tell you what you wanna hear Put the smile on my face Is this the shit eating grin that you remember I do my best to pretend While you take every inch you can Only because I allow it to happen I tell you these things hoping you'll say "I know" Confidence crumbling down again Nothing really changing but still I hope I deserve more than this My fears all seem to arrange When I need them to disappear It would be the perfect summer My fears all seem to arrange When I need them to disappear It would be the perfect summer You ask me if I can give An impossible piece of me to you Out comes the yes, in(side my head) the no I'm about to explode I tell you these things hoping you'll say "I know" Confidence crumbling down again Nothing really changing but still I hope I deserve more than this Time spent hating myself again For something I did Something I did, I did Time spent hating myself again For something I said Something I said, I said, I said