I've got these scary thoughts Of going nowhere, feeling lost Like life's a giant maze And I've got no direction I get so terrified I'm dodging calls and texts to hide Away from all the pressure And confusion in my head Round and round like a carousel It never ends and feels like hell Feeling stupid if you couldn't tell I've got myself to blame I'll never be good enough I'll never be good enough Watch me take the dive I think I'm going under If I go tonight Will you be my thunder? I'm so terrified I just want the summer Hold me close tonight Hold me close forever I hate the way I think I know I'm my own enemy When I look into the mirror I always disappoint Cuz I'm never gonna be enough Always find a way and I fuck shit up Never got the timing or had the luck Yeah hopeless (So hopeless)