I feel the fear running through my body
I'm just scared, I don't wanna be lonely
Turning heads while in the subway
Sad eyed girl, staring to nothing
Hold my bleeding arms
I'm not prepared for what they call life
I don't want you to die
I don't wanna lose you mum
But I know I'm not special
I'm just like everyone
I'll get old and have a job
I'll see how my dreams crush to the ground
But what is life without love
And the feeling of being lost
I'll see my friends leaving home and getting married
Wake up, early morning
Another day feeling sorry
Pay attention in college
Take your pills and have a boyfriend
Hold my cold hands
I'm not prepared for adult life
I don't wanna leave my house
I don't wanna lose you dad
But I know I'm not special
I'm just like everyone
I'll end up liking my job
And I'll forget how it was to be young and thirsty
Marry someone you love
Watch it all turn to dust
Wait 'till you end up
Hating each other