A wise young man once told me it was there in my eyes Said he saw my troubles plain as day But then resent and anger said the timing was off I don't wanna' let this wash away I don't believe it's happening again No help that after all it's only pain After years of chasing shadows 'round the bend Just another lonely birthday in the rain Every lovely flower I can hold for a day Every time the wind blows all is lost If all these stones I'm stepping disappear under me I'll be on the shore at any cost I don't believe it's happening again No help that after all "it's only pain" After years of chasing shadows 'round the bend Just another lonely birthday in the rain I'm not meant to be the one with a smile Instead I can see I'm not still a child The only, the one, she left me for dead A lonely, lost son... my heart and my head