I just wish I could let go of this Move on pretend that I'm over it But I know you won't see it It's all lies deceit I will admit I just wish I could tell you everything Although my mind won't let it be I'll calm down in time before you remind Me that I'm not enough I don't wanna be vulnerable It makes me so uncomfortable What do you want from me I honestly can't stand to face it I've tried but I just quit I wanna move past this But I can't find the magic To make this less tragic and unhealthy What this boils down to I just still don't know why I am crying Can't explain feelings inside And I just don't know why I can't be vulnerable Vulnerable I've tried and I've tried but I just can't confide I just can't trust you to choose To hear my voice through your abuse In fear, I soothe your conscience for you Forget I even brought it up Like you do Like you do Broken emotions Fear of your motives That's how I feel That's how I feel Are you happy now Please don't tell me It's all in the past now Surely you see how I've fought tooth and nail to reclaim My sanity from this pain