I hate her
But I wouldn't mind a trip to LA so we can go
I love her
But I couldn't the find time to let her know
And I couldn't let her know my feelings
She would look at me like, why?
So I just look up at the ceiling hoping I could see the sky
But all I see is white
Yeah, that's probably the ceiling haha
Or maybe It's the ghosts around me
I've been calling out for help
I'm screaming oh so loudly
But they all wanna doubt me
And they all talk about me
But never do it proudly
I gotta go now
I don't wanna live inside a motherfucking ghost town
You know how it goes down
Everybody disappears when you need them most
I gotta go now
I don't wanna be the one to say I need to slow down
All the shit I wrote down
They only gon' listen to me when I turn into a ghost
She say she can see right through me, I know
To know we can make it through this, I hope
Why does everyone treat me like a ghost?
So disappear, I'll be alright
Fighting these demons through the night
How do I cope? I can't decide
Stuck in the headlights, fight or flight
Heartbreak and misery
Tryna be a better me
Can't let your words get to me
Now I see it, now I'm free
Can't lie, I believed in you
Wanted to leave, but I'll see it through
Can't lie, I thought it was true
But I was wrong and now you're gone
Saw through your red flags
Made those songs
I can't believe that I was so damn blind all along
I heard your voice it reminded me of the devil
I see your face every damn day
Swear I wanna throw up
You really need a glow up
Rock bottom, only go up
You recognize you did me wrong, so what?
I gotta go now
I don't wanna live inside a motherfucking ghost town
You know how it goes down
Everybody disappears when you need them most
I gotta go now
I don't wanna be the one to say I need to slow down
All the shit I wrote down
They only gon' listen to me when I turn into a ghost
I gotta go now
I don't wanna live inside a motherfucking ghost town
You know how it goes down
Everybody disappears when you need them most
I gotta go now
I don't wanna be the one to say I need to slow down
All the shit I wrote down
They only gon' listen to me when I turn into a ghost