And I tried to be the one you want But I'm losing a grip, I can't hang on You don't let me love you the way I want to You push me away, hoping that I find you But I can't find you And I can't stay here anymore I've been through all this shit before I know how this goes Get dragged through limbo And nobody knows, that I'm sure I could drink this whole damn bottle And comfort myself knowing I won't wake up tomorrow Don't wanna wake up tomorrow My muscles are tense, it's in my head I've been feeling a sense of looming dread You won't hurt me anymore And I won't get hurt anymore If I end up on the floor, who's gonna cry for help when I'm cold? And I'm alone, and I just don't know if you really care Cause you were never there Now I'm gonna take my life And you gonna wish you were really there And I wish you were there